Unsure

So much for thinking I had all of next year figured out.

My closest friend and I had planned to room together and lead a freshman Bible study together next year, and I was really excited. She told me that she still needed to pray and make sure that God wanted her here at Fayetteville; she debated going back to Tulsa (where she is from) and going to school there, but I really felt like God would keep her here.

Over Spring Break she prayed about it and she decided that God wanted her to move back home. I fully support her decision, and she is going to be doing some AWESOME things there with the college ministry at her church, but it is just hard thinking that she will be gone. It's like I am back in high school when I found out that my best friend was moving to Texas. 

So, here I am - it's practically April and I no longer have a roommate or someone to lead a Bible study with. And my best friend won't be here next year. She is coming back for junior and senior years, but still. It's just hard.

What could God be doing with this one? I really don't understand. At all. I can only follow in blind trust. And that's easier said than done.

On top of all of this, I need to be studying for my chemistry test tomorrow morning - I have NO idea what I am doing! What a day...

"Blessed be Your name when I'm found in the desert place. Though I walk through the wilderness, blessed be Your name..."